Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in diaservantus' LiveJournal:

Wednesday, June 4th, 2008
5:11 am	One Detail One little detail, I thought as I sat on the sofa watching yet another re-run of M*A*S*H.  Everything was the same.  The same sofa falling apart, the same stained carpet.  Everything was exactly the same as it had been for the last three years.  Except it wasn't.   The air was fresher. And the sunlight!  The sunlight seemed brighter even on the cloudiest of days.  I couldn't put my finger on what was responsible for the change, but I knew I liked it. And then it dawned on me.  I was happy.  For the first time in three years, I was happy.  One little detail, I thought.  It is amazing how they can completely change your reality.  to SD from CV Current Mood: loved (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
3:25 am	Valentines day I work in a bakery with a pretty good patisserie section. Obviously -I- personally don't work in said section, or i'd probably spell patisserie correctly. I am a scratch baker. Still though, it is pretty busy here during the "holiday". Can I just go on the record right now on how much I hate this excuse of a holiday? I'm trying to decide which is worse: The blasted man from "eharmony.com" commercials, or the danged diamond commercials. Gods forbid a man (or a woman for that matter) have to put in actual thought when choosing a valentine's day gift. Anyways, I just thought I'd put that out there. And for anyone who needs further clarification about how much valentine's day sucks, go to illwillpress.com. Thank you, that is all. Feebee Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: metal (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
4:01 am	Why must my life be subjected? I thought I'd give keeping this journal up and active a try. HAHAHAHA. No, really, I thought it might be fun to see how long I can keep it up. I wrote a poem today. I've taken up calligraphy. For anyone who has ever seen my handwriting... none of you... well if you had you'd know how funny it is that I've taken up the hobby. My writing is atrocious. Anywho, my poem: Yesterday is Gone Today is soon to be Yesterday Tomorrow is the only unknown left Foreget the past, it holds nothing for you Fret not for the future, and fear not the unknown Live your Life in the present, as the dragon. The Dragon has no Regret OH. And for all you febmeeters... i hate you. *sobs* ok, hate is a bit strong. I just really wanted to go and i can't. here's hoping for next year... Current Mood: jealous (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 2nd, 2007
7:47 pm	Stuff So my friend, Mirrorshard to you all, MADE me log in to do his silly poll. And since I had to go through all that trouble just to remember my password, I thought I'd leave a little entry here. Um... ok. As a VERY wise man once said, "Begin at the beginning, then go on till you come to the end; then stop." And so we find ourselves at the beginning. Life still overall sucks. I can't sleep, but I'm always tired. I have no energy or will to do much of anything. Ok, so that is the beginning. On to bleaker... er, better, things. .................................................................................................................................................... Give me a moment, I'm thinking. So, a quote that recently caught my interest. "Maybe freedom is getting to choose who treats me badly." I don't necessarily agree with this quote, I'm still pondering what it really means. Poem of the day: Take this kiss upon the brow! And, in parting from you now, Thus much let me avow- You are not wrong, who deem That my days have been a dream; Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or in a day, In a vision, or in none, Is it therefore the less gone? All that we see or seem Is but a dream within a dream. I stand amid the roar Of a surf-tormented shore, And I hold within my hand Grains of the golden sand- How few! yet how they creep Through my fingers to the deep, While I weep–while I weep! O God! can I not grasp Them with a tighter clasp? O God! can I not save One from the pitiless wave? Is all that we see or seem But a dream within a dream? This is an original poem... but not by me. It was written by Edgar Allen Poe, my favourite. Its funny. I read all of his poems years ago when I was in junior high, but I didn't understand most of them. It wasn't until I recently re-read this poem for an english class I took this past fall that I realized its a love poem. Who knew? Um, that's about it for today. I'm not really thirsty (I just had a lovely strawberry and banana smoothie), but they didn't have an emoticon for "religious crisis" and I felt that this one was sufficiently dirty looking. If you don't get it I applaude your innocence. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: Pure - Orgy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 30th, 2006
5:56 pm	cause i can subject you to my silliness and there is nothing you can do about it HAHAHA HAHAHAHA I posted before Kyra could bug me! :P so er... *clears her throat* There once was a man from nantucket what do you mean you've heard that one before? oh very well. In summer's time of golden warmth The bright one shines for all to see A delicate flower ready to be picked Yet noone dares to touch For fear of getting burned By its lords jealous rage Raining down from above The Sun's Concubine that original piece was brought to you by... me :P NEWS: THIS JUST IN. Phoibe Womblesworth has been licenced to drive legally. All pedestrians are cautioned from leaving the safety of their homes. That is all. er... ok, i'm done now. Current Mood: touched (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
7:24 pm	er.... er.... ah! ahem...*clears throat* Life still sucks a lot Nothing much to talk about Why can't I leave here? enjoy the haiku... :P Current Mood: apathetic (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 27th, 2006
2:38 pm	Kyra going balistic Kyra recently wrote me and said: Ok, this is it! I swear if you dont post something soon sis, Im going to go ballistic! Do you want that? er...yes? i thought that's what sisters did to each other. at least that's the way it works in my house ;) seriously though, what do i have to write about? nothing :( my life is a dull and dreary place where noone should be suffered to go. however, someone has to be me so all you happy go lucky people can point and laugh and be able to consider yourselves fortunate... ok, that doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but so few things ever do and i'm sticking with it. er...ok, that's really about it. :P Current Mood: not notified of cancel class Current Music: orgy (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
2:04 pm	a journal of my own oooh, so now i have my very own journal and don't have to live vicariously through yours Kyra! well, hi everyone...i don't know who would actually want to read my journals other than my lovely sister, Kyra. i never have much to say and what i do usually have to say is either quite boring or depressing these days (breaking ups a bitch, especially when you're still very much in love :( ) but anyways, if it bores you, turn the page. ;) so, i guess most of you know me as Phoibe von Genteel, and if you're wondering why i chose to go by diaservantus on here it's quite simple...i always go by diaservantus. it means servant of the goddess...well, ok, i don't know if it actually means that, it probably doesn't. i do KNOW that "dia" is latin for goddess, i know that because i studied latin once upon a time...the servantus part just came because it sounds kinda like latin. plans: well my plans would be to try to get the theatre up and running. most of you probably know what i'm referring to, and if you don't then ask lol. we need more people willing to work it ;). as for rl plans....i'm working on figuring out what those should be. i used to know, but things have changed...funny how that happens seemingly without your permission huh. all i do these days is read and play a lot of discworld, which isn't so bad but it's not exactly a fulfilling life for me. anyways, i think this is enough for now, i don't want to bore anyone who might stumble upon this into oblivion. phoibe von genteel Current Mood: depressed Current Music: chopin nocturns (4 Comments |Comment on this)